A constable of Uttar Pradesh’s Pradeshik Armed Constabulary (PAC) gave an unusual explanation for his late arrival at a crucial debriefing, claiming that his wife haunts his dreams, sits on his chest, and tries to drink his blood, preventing him from sleeping at night.
The bizarre response was part of a letter addressed to the commander of the 44th Battalion PAC, after the constable was issued a disciplinary notice for negligence in duty. The letter, now viral on social media, has been widely shared by lakhs of users.
The Disciplinary Notice
Dated February 17, 2025, the notice was issued by G-Squad Commander Madhu Sudhan Sharma of the 44th Battalion PAC, citing misconduct. It reprimanded the constable for:
- Arriving late to a 9 AM duty briefing despite prior instructions.
- Failing to shave and wearing an improper uniform with poor turnout.
- Repeated tardiness for team counts and collective tasks.
- Displaying lack of interest in departmental duties.
The notice accused the constable of gross negligence, indiscipline, and arbitrariness, stating that such behavior was unacceptable in a disciplined force like PAC. It demanded a written explanation within a day, warning of further disciplinary action if he failed to comply.
A Shocking Response
In his reply, the constable offered an emotional and dramatic explanation. He stated that his ongoing marital disputes had taken a severe toll on his mental health. According to him, his wife appears in his dreams, sits on his chest, and tries to drink his blood with the intent to kill him, leaving him sleep-deprived and unable to report on time.
He further disclosed that he was on medication for depression and irritability. Adding to his distress, he mentioned that his mother suffered from a nerve disease, making his situation even more painful.
In an alarming statement, the constable wrote that he felt hopeless and had lost his will to live, seeking guidance from his superior officer on how to surrender himself to God to escape his suffering.
Departmental Response
Reacting to the viral letter, Commandant Satyendra Patel of the 44th Battalion PAC confirmed that an investigation was underway.
“We are looking into the matter—who this staff member is, what problems he is facing. If he needs counseling, we will arrange it. If any departmental assistance is required, the necessary process will be followed,” said Patel.
The incident has sparked widespread discussion, with many expressing concern over the mental health challenges faced by personnel in armed forces.
